The current state of mind for ACCA

Salam

Only few day left to ACCA exam and I am not completely prepared for it! After last revision class of P5 subject, I keep not feeling well plus blame it on the weather, seem always raining when it come to year-end.

The fact is I am always lazy as always. I kept lost my motivation. But I do have feeling this time exam gonna be easy. Hehe. Not that I am fully confident, but based on the revision class I have attended, this time around lecturer seem confident what they have discussed will come out in this exam. Now it is up to student to work hard.

I still do not know why I keep complaining why ACCA students have keep struggling studying for 3 hours 15 min exam.
Is it worth it? I keep felt that is not enough time to write about. Maybe time pressure. I can simply blank because of it. The exam technique is very crucial to all students. Sometime I felt that I have no time to write the answer in full sentences, time is so limited which at the end I can only write in point form. Haha.

So, let the fate decide then. Pray for me ya!

Salam & Good day everyone!

Hurmm..lama xupdate blog. busyyyyyy.... keje non-stop, otak jem and blur mmg PALING pasti.. tu tahap dah xbley terima apa-apa pun yg mendatang... kerut muka dah la almost tiap2 hari.. siapla makin tua la daku ini...tsk tsk..

minggu ni paling-paling busy dgn progress test1 @ sunway university college (SUC) for P7-Advanced Audit & Assurance paper... pergh! bz ngan keje buku xsempat ngadap lagi walau a few topik je kuar. kenapa freak out? sbb below 40 marks kena amik second or special progress test, then if same result gak kena mengadap Principal, SUC n present apa plan kita nak score for the real exam in June! Gilaaaaaaaa.... last time xde plak menda2 ni... sekadar nak 'sedapkan' hati la, last paper ramai org fail kot esp P5 - my paper last time sbb tukar examiner, sape pun xleh predict how the Q gonna come out la kan...thehehehe~

So, my plan - call me crazy or what.. im gonna take 2 papers for this June'11.
My mission : complete my ACCA @ June'11 no matter what!
for P5 i plan study sendiri and "gamble" je amik exam.
for P7 since dah start since Jan'11, should be no prob la kot, MUST work hard je on exam Q sbb asyik lecture je susah nak cope dgn exam technique.. ehehe..cakap mcm terror je kan..ehehe...

last few weeks sibuk dgn my mom planning nak gi umrah and offer to my siblings sape nk follow die la sbb ni rombongan ngans sedara sume.. Mula-mula, semangat nak follow ni, tapi pikir cuti dahla smp 2 minggu... keje sure bertimbun-timbun sbb yg skrang pun xleh handle.. last2 xjadi ikot, kelas P7 lagi..ongkos sendiri lg...sedey la di situ..xde rezeki... pujuk hati ni dah 2x gi ok la tu, biarlah next time gi dgn preparation yg cukup..

But then, my mom mentioned psl Canada..sbb my dad nak gi around June.. dahlah after my exam, kalau follow syoknyerrrrrrr!! tapi ni xconfirm lagi sbb so far hanya my parents n my youngest brother je confirm gi... yg lain-lain pending dulu.. xde bajet ma rumah tgj renovation...huhuhu...

Doakan permudahkan segalanya utk saya k... =)

a multi-tasker?

salam..

baru balik dari kelas P7 kt sunway college. start dlm kol 7 sampai 10 pm.. kelas hari ni menarik coz' lecturer buat lawak, tapi xdpt tangkap la plak.. blur la ari ni.. ok hari-hari pun blur hehehe

lunch sempat gak curi masa cari brg nak decorate our department floor.. susah gak nak pikir coz bajet mahal la nak decorate cantik-cantik. kekadang terfikir la kan asal la xnak sacrifice sket nak decorate gah skit utk menang..oh, kitaorg ada contest pertandingan floor paling menyerlahla kan.. tapi tu laa... kalau xde kerjasama susah gak. nak minta duit kt org ni bukan senang.. nak guna duit sendiri pun pokai.. tsk tsk..

masa kelas td otak dok aktif generate idea nak decorate sana-sini..adussss~ xbley concentrate tu la padan muka sendiri mmg habit kalau boring je mula laa berangan..hehehe

aishhh... tetiba sedey masuk kelas audit td, sembang ngan org sebelah, from BDO Binder. tgk cam sponsor je. hai la nasib... dahla diri ini masuk banking, marketing plak tu... msk department business planning... mmg xde kena mengena ngan auditing la pastinya... kekadang ms belajar try gak ingat ms praktikal kt audit firm, tp tu 2006 lepas... tapi at least ada gak knowledge buat audit kan..

kekadang pikir, mungkin adda hikmahnya jadi multi-tasker ni. customer analytic(kind of customer segmentation cam tu la) and business planning+marketing+belajar P5 buss performance+blajar P7 audit+finance sket coz kena tau interest rate n IRR la ROI la.. kena gak tau jadi secretary meeting huhu.. pe lagi ek? hurmm....mmg rasa nak pengsan..

so, pe ek? takdir menentukannn..

what's on my mind?

salam..

hye all. been lazy lately to update. forgive me.. lazy is not proper word, i was bz in fact.

since I was in line of marketing (oh yes, Im working in banking sector in marketing department- will tell u later), I was busy studying and do a lil' bit of researching bout' marketing thingy which it seem new to me as I was in accounting background before and even now I currently doing ACCA, it was hard to me to balance both. I need to study audit subject this term and marketing at the same time. *pengsan* But I try my best as I believe a good person can survive being a multi-tasker i guess. It might be challenging but it can be a good knowledge aite?

i just submit my annual leave for this coming thursday class ( even my class start at 6.30pm, but i think is good for me to avoid traffic jam hehehe), luckily my manager understand my situation as part time student as I do show her my timetable. She do impressed with me but it kinda give a high expectation on me. I don't want to let people down and myself too and I determined to complete my ACCA this June'11 sitting no matter what.

Pray for me guys... love you!!

Quick recap for starting New Year 2011

Salam Tahun Baru!

Dah 3 hari kita melangkah ke tahun 2011.. Hope kita semua berdepan dgn permulaan yang baik ya! Kalau saya, tema nya cuma makan, makan dan makan. Haih~

1/1/2011 - Sat


As I mentioned in previous post, saya memenuhi jemputan majlis pertunangan jiran saya masa kt hostel uitm segamat. Happy bila tgk sahabat saya ni akhirnya menemui kebahagian yang dicari.. dengarnya sebelum ni maknya berharap sungguh anak die cepat bertemu jodoh setelah beberapa kali “kurang bernasib baik” dlm percintaan. Alhamdulilah… majlisnya berjalan lancar dan dapat juga bertemu dgn rakan-rakan UiTM lain yg rapat sejak satu wing kt hostel dulu.


Balik dari majlis tunang kawan, family ajak “late lunch” kt Restoran Thai kt Plaza Masalam ( saya ada mention dlm previous post, kan dah kata family feveret restaurant). Dalam pada kekenyangan tu, saya gagahkan diri jua la menjoinkan diri memandangkan semua ahli keluarga ada di sana, memandangkan kunci rumah juga ada pd mereka, memandangkan saya xde pegang kunci spare.. ok dah dah dgn memandangkan ni. Tapi mmg xleh resist dgn lauk-lauk yang super yummy, ratah lauk je la.. xde la makan nasi.

2/1/11 - Sun


Hari Ahad berikutnya, ada majlis perkahwinan adik member ms kt London dulu. Mulanya agak segan sbb saya pun xkenal rapat dengan adik beliau, tapi memandangkan saya selalu berkunjung ke rumah member ni, saya ada lah mengenali keluarga member ni. Jadinya ramai-ramai kawan beliau, saya juga yang terpilih sebagai jemputan majlis ni ( sebab private event, they intend to make it simple). Terima kasih! Menariknya majlis ni, door gift adalah mug berisi pelbagai jenis teh jenama Lipton e.g green tea, strawberry tea with cookies PLUS buku kecil doa dan selawat. Memang lain dari yang lain.


Abis je majlis kahwin, saya terus ke kelas ACCA P7 kt sunway. Mengantuknya xusah cakap la… kata kekenyangan. ( dah la pagi tu melantak nasi lemakkk! Aduhhhh!!!) Tapi memikirkan saya dah berikrar untuk bersungguh-sungguh untuk ACCA ni.. ku gagahi jua. Moral of story, bring the Nescafe in every class. Huhu!!

3/1/11 – Mon


Kawan baik ACCA saya ajak datang rumah buat makan-makan utk kawan-kawan. Tak sampai hati pulak xpergi memandangkan beliau selalu call saya nak ajak lepak makan tapi selalu saya tak ada kelapangan. Makanya, after kerja ni.. makan lagi jawabnyaaaaaaaa…..

p/s : camne resolution new year yang no.1 tu? Takkan hangat-hangat tahi comey the cat ayam..

Selamat Tahun Baru 2011

Salam semua...

ketika entri ini ditulis, kira-kira 15 min lg countdown to New Year 2011. Just a simple entry la sbg penutup 2010.

td gi gunting rambut, tetiba jumpa uban plak.. nasib la sehelai tp STILLLL... haih~ nk dekat new year la br nk muncul uban ni, maka terpaksa la declare yg saya ni dh makin tua...isskk~

good thing is, i got new hair style sempena new year! wohooo!!

azam tahun baru? oh, sgt cliche' kan? every new year mesti ada azam baru.. tapi mostly byk x tertunai.. so malas nak pikir-pikir.. tp nk gak drop a few.. 

1) nak kurus, kurus dan kurus... 

2) plg baru, nak kulit putih n cerah...

3) ok, ni serius sket, nak abiskan ACCA no matter what this year kena complete!

4) lagi serius, nak keje bersungguh-sungguh and prove to everyone I can!

5) kurangkan perbelanjaan, tingkatkan penyimpanan saving !

6) be a VERY GOOD muslimah... improve lagi usaha like sembahyang kena cukup 5 waktu no matter what.. wajib tu!

7) keep on eye on future partner maybe? ahaks!

cukup la tu kan? kang banyak-banyak xbley nk tunaikan plak..huhu...

tapi early new year pun saya dah bz, 1 jan gi tunang ex-jiran hostel masa kt UiTM dulu..  then 2 jan gi majlis kawen adik member ms kt London then gi first day class ACCA P7 kt sunway, abis dlm kol 6 lebih. isnin keje plak kan... mmg penattt.. tapi itu la pengorbanan utk ms depan....

dgr-dgr ada morning brief every friday kt tmpt keje, hurmmm... bayangkan twice a week every Thursday mmg la amik half day tp kelas p7 kt sunway around 6 to 10pm plak. 

xtau la camne nak go through 2011 ni... apa boleh buat, just keraskan tabahkan hati mengharungi liku-liku kehidupan ni..chewahhh..

apa pun...

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

Merry Christmas!

Hello!

Merry Christmas to Christians frens, may this Christmas bring you joy, love and peace.

Bila time Christmas, teringat snow..kalau teringat snow, teringat London.

I do really miss London!

just a brief intro, I was there around 2008 where I further ACCA at Kaplan College, London.

Dancing in the snow, perhaps?

Will tell more soon! ;)

Perihal ACCA lagi…..

Hidup perlu diteruskan..

gagal sekali xbermakna gagal selama-lamanya…

teringat plak bila tgk blog iqwa ni..

insaf je bila mai tang ni…

Anda berjaya,

tetapi anda semakin jauh dari ALLAH.

Itulah istidraj.


Maka jangan gusar bila tidak berjaya.

Cuba lagi.

Hubungan keimanan anda dengan ALLAH itulah yang pertama sekali perlu anda perhatikan.

Jika anda berjaya membina hubungan keimanan yang baik, insyaALLAH, datanglah badai apa sekalipun, anda akan mampu melaluinya.

Maka
Dengan itu

Saya tetap meneruskan niat saya untuk continue another 1 paper lagi for ACCA

P7 : Advanced Audit and Assurance

Paper yang amat susah sekali di dunia

Tapi saya yakin Sunway College akan membantu saya…CONFIDENT!


Kamu-kamu semua doakan saya ya!


Tapi,

Ishh..ada tapi lagi…

Saya terpaksa sacrifie banyak menda…

Kelas every Sunday 12-6pm and sometimes on Thursday 7-10pm

Isskk…pengorbanan…

Saya rasa at last saya kawen gak ngan ACCA ni..trust me! T.T

Post Mortem ACCA P5 Dec’10

As’kum!

I’m back ppls! Rindunyer nk tulit blog..* dan dan pelat* hehe…

Okeh, as I on leave for ACCA exam.. just a quick..err..can I call it as port mortem or review..or..or..pape laa…psl this dec’10 exam intake.

• Start cuti hari isnin 6/12/10 ( even back in office at 5.30pm bcoz of urgent work) until exam 10/12/10. But dh start study on weekend before..what a good start then.

• Happy dpt cuti yg byk n dah berkobar2x start dr awal but at then end motivation down sbb awal2x mood naik smp ke puncak awan then bley plak down tetiba..isskkk~

• Attached ngan my ACCA buddy mcm kembar siam. Ulang-alik kelana jaya-shah alam mcm 5 min je.. stay library smp ptg..1 hari ada stay smp 8.30pm. satu percapaian yg baik.

• But still xdpt cover syllabus yg sgt2x byk sbb byk benda perlu diHAFAL n byk past exam Q xsempat buat. Apa yg buat baca baca dan baca… bila tang buat soalan je TAKUT! Takut la sbb xbley jawab…….uwaaaaaaaaaa….then baca balik. Begitula syndrome down yg berlaku kpd diriku bila berhadapan exam Q.

• Parents xbg tido rumah kwn utk study..isskk~ bayangkan hampir setiap pagi bgn awal utk pergi rumah kawan kt kelana jaya then blk rumah pun dh mlm. Iskkk~ penattttttttt…

• Ada 2 kali tu kami bole plak enjoy makan stimboat sbb member tension psl paper sebelom. Then plus try makan kt restaurant Chinese muslim kt kelana jaya, jumpa plak member sekolah lama borak2x sampai lupa nk blk rumah. Aduhh..wasting time mcm tu je…

• Makan segala jenis makanan bergula utk mberi tenaga – redbull, livita, pati ayam Brand’s, snickers and gula2 mints utk bersemangat sepanjang hari2 study week.

• Tetiba malam jumaat terasa insaf nk bc yassin, siap mintak mak buat air yassin. Nasib mak ada simpan air zam-zam buat air yassin. Mak buat pagi2 subuh tauuu…aduhhhh, besar sungguh harapan mak terhadapku...

• Bila tiba hari exam, sakit perut memulas-mulas sbb lama x buang air besar selama 3 hari.. spoil pagi exam utk last revision *sigh*

• Lupa bc articles, lupa baca exam notes opentuition.com and lupa baca my friend’s punya notes. Cuma baca notes sendiri je..mcm hebat sgt~ isskk~




Di waktu exam…

• Habis masa kt Q1 sbb nak memahami case study punya la payah. Psl production house co buat film and DVDs. Xpaham apa soalan nak..habis masa sejam setengah kt situ. How wasted my time! More to CSFs (Critical Success factors) and PMs(Performance Measure).

• Then move Q2. Dh agak soalan budget mesti kuar. ABC vs tradional profit costing. Conpius plak calculations die. Tapi goreng je laaa…

• Tetiba, alamak! Tinggal sejam utk Q3 and Q4? Mungkin sempat kot. Q3 tanya psl EVA and VBM. Mcm senang sbb pernah buat. Dh abis confident ni tetiba nk goreng blur plak. Tapi still move on.

• Arghh…15 min only for Q4? My Gosssssssssshhhh! Xsempat!!! Baca soalan pun xsempat. Supposedly easier sbb ada dlm articles. Tapi articles sejam sblm exam br nk baca mcm mana? Xingat sgt tp ada yg boleh goreng. Arggghh…time up then!


Tu lah akhirnyer. Boleh goreng je. Paper ni kalau study byk2x pun still xbule buat sbb soalan unpredictable. Case study berubah2. Yg penting basic tu kena strong. I am wasting my annual leave for this paper and this what I get? Nooooooooo…. I don’t want to repeat for 5 times!!!!!!! Noooooooo………….

There’s go my ACCA P5 exam Dec’10. My Bad! =(

time is running out

cepatnyer ms berlalu...

kira punyer kira lg 14 hari/2 weeks countdown to ACCA exam...uwaaaaaaaaaaa, TAKUT!!

Hari ni br nk pulun bagai nak gilaaa....study express sbb esok dh start IRC (Intensive Revision course) kt KDU College. Kali ni lebih bersungguh sbb guna duit titik peluh sendiri bayar tauuuuuu....mula2 ada gak bg hint kt parents mintak byrkan mcm selalu..hehehe...tapi response tidak memberansangkan..maka terpaksalah daku mengeluarkan wang saku sendiri...padahal guna kad kredit.opsssss!!

Jadi haruslah bersungguh sbb kena pulun byr blk credit card tersebut n kena appreciate peluang yg ada..huhuhu~

hari ni sgt frust sket. bukan frust pe, frust x study awal-awal. bayangkan, korek punya korek, kemas punyer kemas, banyak gak nota-nota dulu2 ek... antaranya yg dijumpai secara xsengaja

1) Nota ms degree uitm
2) Nota Kaplan College kt London
3) Nota McOrange College
4) Nota Sunway College
5) Paling baru, br dowload notes kt OpenTuition.com

Ni baru 1 Paper, P5 - Advanced performance Mgmt. Plus br donlod Junior P5, F5-Performace Mgmt.

Adeh, Masak gak nk cover sume dlm ms 14 Hari ni.

Haaaaaaa...additional notes lagi kt KDU College for 3 days-IRC ni. Erkkk...


Ni la akibatnya kalau fail paper and tukar2 college.


Hurmm, minta-minta lah LULUSSSSSSSSSSS! xnak repeat lagi...xmo xmo xmo...


Maka saya mengumumkan saya akan bercuti dr menulis blog selama 14 hari.

Saya dh umum awal-awal cuti FB *walaupun curi-curi bukak sbb takut spam with lots of notification* huhuhu...

Bye sume..Jumpa lagi after 10 Dec'10!

bukak buku skrang!

i made a mistake..

i made a confession...

I telling my big boss that I am ACCA finalisttttttt...


question : what wrong with that?


that's mean boss will have high expectation on you dear...

means lots of works coming out in future........

that's mean u gonna stay back late at office...

carry back work at home........

rushing and giving limited time is common...

and you have FIGURES in your fingertips...













sanggup?




















this is disasterrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............
















I should shut my mouth up in the very 1st place........




















and yet I have not finish my ACCA yet....dont expect too muchh.........














too much living in people's expectation...xkira at home or at workplace, it's all the same........












stresssssssssssssssssssss................


















so, apa lagi...bukak buku skranggggg!! utk exam n utk kerjaaaaaaaa...

2nd week of Nov’10

It’s Monday yet to much things to plan..

1st, as I come to work, my mind still full of thinking co dinner preparation..

As I said before, Glam Bollywood dinner theme is not easy for me..

Henna? Izzit necessary?

Shoes? My clothes theme is white and orange – should I buy white coloured shoes or orange coloured shoes?

Some said I am too much spending on this, but as one of dinner working committee, being usherette I have to look more outstanding rite?

But yesterday, I’m done with accessories ( just a simple orange plain bangle, I don’t have so much time to find the real Indian bangles), grey contact lens, shawls and camera charger ( this is important as take picture of every moment there, the old one lost, need to replace it with RM89 cost of new one, goshhhh T.T).

Rushing from mydin, seksyen 18 s.alam to find Indian bangles ( and end up with nothing!) then the film shop to bought a camera charger then back to Giant seksyen 13 and bought my shawls and contact lens, deym it was a tiring night after all..

My weekend full of study of ACCA revision and I don’t even go anywhere to find those things.. plus being emo yesterday I need to go for a shopping to cure my feelings  cheewahhh…cure feelings sangat……opppsss!

Tomorrow is the day, final shopping might be a shoes perhaps….. and make-over by shu uemura cost about RM70.

Now in the office still some of staffs discussing bout final preparation for tomorrow.

This evening gonna have so called dialog-session with big bos for new staff. Haishhh….. T.T

So, bye!

masa cpt berlaluuu...

hari ni hari rabu kan..

esok khamis dah almost half day akan ada meeting kt luar for co's dinner ( dinner selasa ni n baju pun xbeli lg..huhuhu~) so apapun xbley buat n smp ke petang.

jumaat deepavali kan? im gonna study for mock exam at my fren's house until sunday i guess. ( public holiday definately not a holiday for me T.T )

selasa depan dinner...issk, cepatnyer ms berlalu...

then, sabtu 13/11/10 ada PTD exam bertulis + weds frens + ada bowling ngan collegue ( xtau smpt join ke x, rasanya xsempat kot )

mcm patut x gi exam PTD tu? dah berjuta kali gi pun xpass2x pun... dahlah wasting time almost 1 day and result hampeh jeee........isskk...

then, sabtu 20/11/10 after raya haji kan? ada kenduri or family day kt kampung, kt KL ada weds geng UiTM kat Dewan Komuniti TTDI, my best buddy tunang and co's charity program kt rumah org2 tua kt Puchong...

wowwwwwww....... bila nk study for ACCA ni?

focus..focus..focus...

time management is crucial aite?

Go ACCA go!

Owh ACCA, how I love you so!

Last month just register the exam fees.

Follow by reg revision course at KDU college last week PLUS mock exam.

Not only that, 2^nd weeks of November will start register for next paper.

So, All I need now to start revision.

But when?

Now?

Erk!

Malas lorhhhh…..~

Please kill me NOW after wasting all those money as per above things. Total amount almost RM2,000 using my OWN MONEY!

Need to wake up from dream. T.T

No more comfort zone!

WORK HARD PLS!

Jadual yg tidak menentu adakah disebabkan disiplin?

Disiplin asas kemajuan ya tawan-tawan. (*kawan kawan*)

TIME MANAGEMENT also crucial in our LIFE!

The fact is, jadual saya dah makin miserable dah ni T.T

Banyak keje + stress + malas +++ sume ada..

Weekdays – Isnin Jumaat – keje n balik keje skang 7-8pm. Balik je terus tido. Kadang2 ada la sehari dua sempat tgk tv … makan tu wajib gak xkira la makan kt ofis dulu or makan kt umah. Kekadang malam tu abis mcm tu je coz makan kt luar.huhuhu… mmg malam xkan sempat buat2 apa hatta nk update blog ni pun T.T

Even kekadang stress keje buat saya malas nk buat pape. Kadang2 penat lagi2 kalau saya jalan banyak naik public transport. Isk.

Weekend – Sabtu = pagi gi SW slimming treatment. Tengahari dah off gi weddings * fuh wedding x berenti sampai hujung November woo * malam dah penat jalan jauh… lepak ngan family update pape yg patut then tido. ( tapi kan schedule akan bertambah dgn pergi ke gym nnt sbb 1 family dah register gym huhuhu )

Ahad = masa utk family lagi sbb kadang2 xsempat catch up malam kan so 1 day kadang2 family outing xkira la makan ke tgk wayang pun ada. Skrang tambah gi gym lagi 1 family. Malam kena gosok baju 1 minggu coz takkan sempat nyer iron on weekdays then kena tido awal sbb akan tumpang abah gi Putra gi keje.

Macam tu la hari2 saya.

Saya mmg xkan sempat hangout ngan kawan-kawan atau cari jodoh ke pape ke mmg xde la.

Lagi WORST, takkan sempat study ACCA bila seharian penuh aktiviti cam gitu.

Mock Exam ( Trial Exam ) = 6 Nov'10

Revision Class = End of Nov'10

Real Exam = 10 Dec'10

Time is running out bebeh!

Arghhh..stress!!!

Tolong BUNUH saya skrang jugak!

Larikkk bajettt…

Sesungguhnya saya berazam kan..kan..kan.. saya nak "puasa" shopping bulan ni.

 

Saya berazam nak bayar hutang credit card saya termasuk hutang shopping raya, hutang makan mewah xsedar diri punye olang…pendek kata sume hutang la dlm credit card tu la..

 

Baru2 ni bayar yuran revision ACCA kt KDU. Pasni kena bajet nak bayar part time klas kt Sunway College plak bulan depan.

 

 

Takla tahap terdesak sangat tapi saya jenis xsuka hutang banyak2. Saya latih diri saya untuk tidak tambah hutang untuk benda-benda xpenting.

 

 

Saya pun "puasa" xnaik kereta sbb nak jimat cost minyak, parking and tol. Saya sanggup susah payah naik Putra or Komuter pergi balik keje.

 

 

 

 

Malangnyaaaaaaaaa,

 

 

saya dah "damage" diri saya dengan beli nutox day moisturize hari tu. ( tu penting saya saya langsung xde day cream ).

 

Plus, tambah collection serum Nutox tuh la kononnya. ( Padahal ada lagi serum netrogena tapi gatai nk try menda lain).

 

 

 

 

Skang, plus beli shawls online plakkk…uwaaaaaaaaaaaa….

 

 

 

Camne nk jimat cermat ni. Nafsu shopping membuak-buak..tsk T.T

English is a MUST?

As per title above, I will start to speak English in this post. ONLY this post, perhaps. ngeee...

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When I was little, I used to hear Abah talking with his collegue in English.. a BETTER English but he does not apply at home, unfortunately.

But, Abah always bought us ( I means my siblings also) a cartoon video tape from Disney. I think at that time, those video are very expensive for original but he doesnt mind to bought for us in order to learn English and also very entertaining for kids.

My parents also buy me a English book but then I prefer Malay more.

Then, when I was in primary school, Abah always concentrate English homeworks as I think most of Malay who not apply English as first language always got problem in those areas.

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And luckly i got A in my UPSR. Alhamdulilah.

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Then, I went to Convent for my secondary school. That's the problem. As people always have a high expectation to those who learn in primary school esp Convent. They expect us esp ME can speak English very well! As my close friends are Malay, I dont apply more in English even I afraid to all my English teacher. I afraid to speak English!

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And lucky also I have A in PMR and SPM.

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Then, I continued to matriculation when I not performing well in English but still I pass those subject. Also continue to my degree, still got the same result.

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Then, I got lucky to continue ACCA in London.

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But still, I still have problems to speak English. I only speaks when it necessary but most of time being friends with Malay ppl, I still speak Malay in London.

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Yes, I am stupid because I keep avoid those people who speak English and even I treat them as my "enemy".

Then, when I start working, I still facing the same problems.

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Something is not right, right?

But I am lucky coz I can write English very well. That is the secret of my success.

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I can write but I cant speak English!!

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Poor me!