a word of motivation..

semalam je la lazy day...

semua pun lazy lazy maa...

konon-konon nak balas dendam after going thru' my hectic weeks..huhu

actually im suppose to go to a wedding today tp seyes lupa..lgpun xde member plak..hurmm...

berbalik pd hectic yg sgt hectic week tu sbb bajet laa...

bukan tu je, perasaan dalaman dgn kerja n 'orang' pun adaa.. sumenyer berkaitan ngan kerja kerja kerja...

seyes sy rasa xde life skang... tido pun ingat keje..*sigh* terlalu byk 'darah kuning' barangkali...

honestly, deep in my heart, saya xkisah sgt psl keje sbb sy pun kind of workaholic person.. i willing to learn and challenge myself.. but somehow bila membabitkan soal hati n perasaan ni membuatkan semuanyer kacau bilau. ntahlaa... terlalu remeh utk sy merungut menda-menda mcm ni sbb mcm dh culture kan kt mana2 tmpt keje mcm2 leh jadi.. sy cuba pujuk hati utk berfikiran positif and try to prove my capability to company. so far what can I see, after nk dekat 1 year working in bank most of management br nk nmpk kewujudan budak2 baru and i guess it now time for the judgement. I used to think, i baru nk dekat 1 year, i consider myself junior nak learn a few thing but it end up WRONG! their expectation very HIGH and e.thing nak FAST FAST FAST. I should admit i kinda slow and end up i guess e.one frustrated towards me. i feel so down but life must go on right? its me to overcome my weaknesses but what about others? izzit fair to blame me at the first place? i think e.one (including me) should sit down and think about ourselves and munasabah diri.. think think and think.. it might be hurt but at the end we learn to overcome it and think positive aite?

take a good care peoples!