Sudden guilty

Lately my work productivity has been down.

I coming late to office.

And there is one day I can sit in the office doing nothing.

I do feel I am not enjoying what I have done now, I mean I am not enjoy doing my work.

The feel, the motivation, the competitive, the courage.. I could say all zero!

I failed my time management and discipline too!

What happen to me? I do feel guilty been this but seriously I can't help it.

Do I need my boss push me all the time? Do I need being scolded so I can learn my lesson?

What happen with my KPI. I am not happy with that!

Going back early is one thing. Stay back is good but if been continuously can create pressure.

But going back early is also good IF I planning to study my ACCA. But if it not I will stuck on TV all the time.

Even right now I do feel sleepy coz overslept okay! It is not bcoz not enough sleep case.

And I always getting up late to office and miss Subuh prayer. I do do feel guilty right now.

Or maybe lack of exercise? I don't have stamina at all! My body become weak day by day.

If I do nothing for my work to get barakah, how about my prayer too? I will too way far from Allah.

Ya Allah, help me. I need your mercy. I do afraid of you and I really feel guilty being this. Forgive me Ya Allah. Please guide me to the right path..




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