thiz guy

i know thiz one guy...too many connection wif him. first, our parents r frenz, then he is from penang also. then, his sis n gurlfren r my x-schoolmates. then, he is my best-frenz' x- tuitionmates at mara. ermmm..he also becomes my bro's 'adopted brother'...he also study in same country wif my roomates's boyfrenzn d latest, his befday same months wif my father n bro - father- 8/4 bro-16/8 n him-24/8
.. suratan atau kebetulan?
it this it call 'jodoh'? ahaks funny to think.. even we r related each other, we do not know each other.. i just heard bout him from another ppl... now my feeling become mix up.. dunno y? sometimes, i really want to thankful him coz he help me 2 forgot bout my ex. before thiz, i alwiz blame myself n say love words to my ex. i alwiz make my ex in trouble. actually, i already know from beginning we r not suppose to be 2gether, but he ask me to try n now we break at the end. i really want to apology to my ex coz dont want to call him coz i will become crazy when we r on call. i will crazy n begging him to b wif me again but i know he will refuse. y thiz happen to me?